The illusion of Personal Truth

Well, it is very simple and I admit I had decades of experience to agree that there is no “one” truth in human terms. In Universal terms in the Wider Reality, it exists but our human limited framework of minds can’t fully comprehend it. I guess those who spent decades of conscious travel already in the non-physical, could agree on this.

So I was constantly searching – and still searching I admit to understand anything better in this world and in the non-physical – in my inner world and in the outer world too, what is the truth behind certain things, facts, mechanics etc. I found out over many years of knowledge, that if I searched in the outer world (internet, books, people, anything) I eventually didn’t find anything useful at all and all my investigations are lead me to the conclusion that I need to forget everything what is told, can be read, can be heard.  Everything I learnt were eventually false and full of beliefs which are limiting. They can be pointers to develop personally and understand what we would like to, but they are causing so much confusion, that I just needed to systematically close every theory and “fact” out, because I realized if I felt about a topic that it is just scam or something is never right with it, after some struggle of weeks and months, stopped relying on those sources. How I research about stuffs is like I accept a theory if it seems reasonable and constantly investigating where it leads me nowehere and has holes in the theory to stop believing it – sort of. Like if one voice is false in the melody, the whole stuff is false.

It turned out later that it is really “true” that the knowledge is inside us, me. You need to develop your own way of communicating with your Essence, or gain knowledge from the inner world, called the non-physical. There are many tools, maybe you should ask NP help to understand stuffs better. Some people are using abilities, some are only meditating. It is the matter of finding the best focus for the purpose and having the connection to the source in some ways and being successful in multidimensional understanding. Gifted people in this sense is not even gifted, only have deeper connections to other sources, which are not this world. If we think that clairvoyance is a gift, some people who are cursed with it may argue… and some are ok and earning money with distorted vision intertwined with their own misinterpretations and beliefs.

Everybody have their own right and wrong compass deep inside and the actual person only knows for sure what is good or bad for him/her. This way it is just an unnecessary arguement when a friend or known somebody tries to turn you into a direction in your life which is not even beneficial for you, or maybe they try to tell YOU how to live and by what unnecessary cultural suffering. If you feel yourself bad against a certain life experience, it is for a reason and you somehow feel deeply that you should avoid that path. I’m talking about deep spirit sense stemming from your being, not badly programmed thoughts which are needed to change in order to be much free.

So no matter how hard I tried to understand certain stuffs (lately manifesting), I always found evidences that something is not right, like what is told everywhere is a big BS (and it is). If there are two people who are saying the same thing, it is not meant to be right for you. If they are arguing between their beliefs, it means that magically they both are right in some ways. This alone proves that each individual have their own Universes and they only know in the best cases of course, what is what. And this way everybody has their own truth. Everybody lives in their own little bubble, it is a fact. It is more interesting and a bad thing at the same time when we know somebody who are just so deeply believing in their nonsenseness that they will deny anything more.

Facehug when I see these New Age crap like “See the Truth” or “You should know the Truth”, “the one Truth” or “THE Truth”…

Yeah right WHOSE truth? People are double blinded by their own beliefs. We can’t help them. We are always crushing against, for example Truth samples via Youtube media platform, where people are just making up “truth” videos about Starseeds, ET races, Agendas, Chemtrails, Food industry, Reality truths, anything which tries to start a big movement…. I could count many many ones but these are the main culprits and scams these years mainly in spiritual circles. They are sometimes so well orchestrated that naive people will surely jump in along with intelligent ones, who can’t find even a hole in the theory for first. The worst when these people who are creating these belief constructs are doing nothing but fooling people 24/7 with books and public speaks.

Funny that if we count in just every truth along theories, religions, facts, physics laws, just anything – we will see that those are real in those heads who are believing in them. Of course basic physics are real and we need a certain common sense to navigate on this planet in daily life but I think something is going pretty bad when people believing that the Earth is for example flat. People are not just double but quadruple blinded many times. It is all about beliefs. They are so belief blinded that they can’t even function in the society anymore… They WANT you to believe that for first they are special, this way you are too and if you believe their issue, this whole Planet will be a happier place.

Personal beliefs will cause troubles, box thinking and make a certain individual think, that what he/she is actually believing is real. While you are safe here in physical reality from your beliefs and being free thinking anything which you choose to be real, on the other hand in the Wider Reality, you will be in big trouble because it will be your constant reality of truth until you change your mind and stop fooling you. I think it is very serious thing for the most.

So what is the Truth? You are  : )  Maybe I should ask, what is real? Only You are the most real as you read these rows. Thank You.

Nightly terrors and bad dreams, abductions

This issue is pretty simple and I’ve seen many many self-voted people talking about this subject in many videos and blogs, websites – actually they have no slight idea about what they are talking about, same as “alien abductions”. People are copying each other, it is dumb.

First of all, you need to learn according to your own life experiences over time sooner or later that your thoughts – and eventually this way – your mind is very powerful and you can manifest any kinds of circumstances, “power” to experience and decode your own reality in the physical life how you decide to experience it. There are also limits to abilities but the truth is about the nightly problems are that every individual are causing it to themselves! You are constantly interpreting your reality here and now according to consensus reality agreements and personal decoding.

Thoughts, released uncontrolled

For first you must agree on, that you release hundreds or thousands of thoughts each day, not even realizing it that your thoughts are forming your personal reality from the subjective inner reality but causing probable futuristic outcomes. It takes seemingly physical time in our liner time perspective.
As your thoughts are containing fearful notions and bad habits of thinking, you can experience very bad situations and circumstances both in physical life and in non-physical life. Your experiences are what you are thinking mostly, I mean just mostly.

The non-physical is here right now on a different mind-channel, you just can’t maybe reach it consciously. Forget what every people say about it, you are always there while you are asleep. You can also get influence from there daily but not in that idiotish way which people are spreading to effect you with fear. Look at this the other way: the physical and non-physical are the SAME but the physical has restrictive rulesets like physical body as a buffer towards events. It is NOT you, it is a projection, feeling “real”.

Everybody should check whatever they think daily because this is one of the primary reasons why we are in the physical dimension to live physical life. If you can’t check your thoughts and can’t keep them in control, you may don’t have sudden effects mostly here as your physical body serves as a filter, but in the non-physical – from where we came from – you are experiencing your own thoughts instantly without realizing it. Here you are living physical life to learn to grow up and not just control them but to take responsibility about your thoughts. If you don’t learn it right now, you will later, maybe after hundreds of lifetimes. I won’t waste my time on this lol.

Uncontrolled thoughts are causing released emotions, not the other way. Emotions are fueling experiences. Bad ones are the worst, they are causing these unpleasant experiences over night too. In the NP, you fear something, you can’t stop it, if you don’t stop your thoughts about that situation it will be magnified very much, because that is how the wider reality works.

So what is happening over night?

It is simple, nothing complicated. You are close to the non-physical and just releasing all your thoughts which are fueled with emotions and they tend to manifest so bad situations that you may not returning back to the physical dimensions completely but actual leftover thought forms are manifesting “around your bed” and you are fueling it. You are creating those fears, not some kind of “evil” entities are hurting you. YOU are doing it! You fear from your own aspects, which are you, personalized! Start laugh towards them or act on love and happiness. It is hard but you are actually fighting with yourself. People need to grow up non-physically.

Why are you experiencing personalized aspects of yourself? Because physical human life is about objective viewpoint and we are objectifying everything, that is how the human part of our mind works. Subjective viewpoint in the NP is very different.

When people are going to sleep, they – from a very bad civilisational habit and programming – tend to black out to just “sleep” towards the morning and they soon realize maybe that they are “elsewhere” in a non-physical training ground (surprise why is that name is the label) and they instantly release all their thoughts from previous days and events which are running in the background always, but never checking them and knowing about them. So you are in a thought responsive environment and you are thinking about somehing is approaching you, omg what is that? And you just instantly interpret that something with your fearful ego, fueling it into some kind of evil entity, now you are in great fear, fueling it further (automatically) and further until you can’t escape and getting up in your bed in great fear, screaming etc. Children basically can experience this because they freshly learnt stupid human concepts from this world. I experienced it too in my childhood for a few times when I haven’t got any idea about the non-physical endless world.

So you had a so called nightly terror, alien abduction (the same, no aliens want your butt), evil entities (evil is only your perception) etc. Even if you THINK you woke up and the entity is still there, you are not awake physically! You are in a parallel world, facing your own fear construct. Stop fooling yourself. Check your thoughts and eliminate fear based beliefs from your life! If you would act towards a thought form with curiousness with some kind of positive attitude, it would be a fairy or some kind of “kind” character.
I repeat it, not the actual character or any thought form causes you to be afraid, you are doing it and this way the thought form changes into what you are thinking.

The worst is as the internet is flooded with shit all over, people are talking out their own theories as facts about these kind of things which they have no idea what they are talking about, no personal objective observations are made and they are believing their TRUTH so well, they are actually speaking self-made facts. Don’t believe anything, questiont them! Many of people are objectifying their own personal belief constructs.

And search for non-physical resources, forums and start learn about the wider reality if you don’t want to fool yourself. There are many billions over there in the so called “Afterlife”, stucking in for an eternity in self-made fear loops and addictions, don’t follow them. We are not here for gather physical resources and act on dramas, to hate each other and suffer! Physical life just a big illusional facade.

Why infants don’t understand death

Death is an illusion such like birth. It seems real because from another viewpoint we see people come and go in this fashion. But how do you tell a young child that your family member is just died? This is a concept just like any other which we learn from our parents and this society from birth and as we grow up to be pretty brainwashed with the material wirld. Birth and death as a concept is just meaningless like linear time.

When I was very young around 7 years old, I exyperienced another human’s death. I didn’t see it directly because I was in school, only the funeral. I didn’t feel anything, didn’t know even a thing what just happened. Young children don’t have this concept in their mind yet. I was just thinking what the hack is happening around me. But I had the understanding also that it is not the end.

We are coming here just like there was nothing seemingly before our birth but the case is, our bigger non-physical being’s memories are just repressed to a certain degree to function properly in a given physical density – it won’t do any good if you remember all your parallel lives at once. We can’t just pop up in a given physical world and just do whatever we would like to, this whole game is part of our training.

So the main thing is that you are very young, maybe just a few years old, maybe a little bit older and you have no idea what others are talking about, crying over corpses, making ceremonies which seems meaningless really. Here comes in one of a biggest misconception from humans. Meanwhile we live down decades here, looking back it was just some moments… because we are living in the now really. From a non-physical viewpoint we are jumping in and out of simulations.

Funeral is a very important thing from the society. You may be a religious somebody, maybe your family is like that, but the main thing is people just don’t have a clue what happens with a “dead” realitve or loved one, this way this ceremony always have a bigger issue. Every aspect of this process contains unnecessary elements like above with burying and cremation. They are needed to take the “dead person” to a better place. Very few older religions understood like the community of Tibetians that death is not the end.

But this whole issue is like you are talking to a dead physical vehicle. Whenever you are going to the cemetery. I admit some earth-bound spirits could be around but not the way like movies are representing it. People are talking to even somebody who just passed on his/her death bed. This person’s spirit may be still around somewhere but we all just go through a dimensional membrane and return to the NP to do whatever we want to. But people are just trying to force back this person or arguing over his corpse of fortunes and will.

When somebody dies they in that moment draw (mostly, some may be stucked) their consciousness “back” to the non-physical and going through a process which makes them familiar with the NP world again. According to the Focus model it is F3. They are not that body, we are not this body, we are all characters from a bigger viewpoint, using a projection vehicle. I guess children like me deep inside had a feeling from the start before the indoctrination that this is a little bit meaningless. Meanful only for those who have just no idea where that relative gone and they can’t just not believe in something – almost everybody does this on this planet. They think they went up or down but meanwhile everybody goes back to the next (previous) level of existence, which is now more free and each person goes to the “place” which is resonating with their personality – indeed heavens, hells may be real for those and for many billions actually there, until you don’t believe in them.

And as maybe some people may learn through their life, not knowing something is believing, which won’t save you from your responsibility about who you became. But this post is about children experiencing death from an outer perspective.

Eventually we tend to take physical life too seriously, thinking we can control anything but our exit time is always there. The “death” concept is existing too because of the lack of understanding what is beyond this tiny little meaningless physical world. An infant is relatively free and creative with endless imagination which is later surpressed from the family and it is a huge mistake because that is one element – our imagination – which would be one of the most useful abilities later in our life, NOT what we learnt in school, brainwashed by the media and our parents and by our society.

We I think almost all could be spiritually more deeply connected to our bigger non-physical self (which is still us) but this place is not meant to be the place where this could happen – the society and the world as it is now on Earth is what it is because people are what they are on a certain level and understanding.

Birth and death, right and wrong, just any concepts are holding us in meaningless and unnecessary illusions and blocks us from our true potential. We are living in a dualistic Universe. Both elements are needed to experience even one element out of both. We born as an entry point and we die as an exit point. Dualism is needed to experience both sides and death is needed to not ruin this whole game of just living for eternity here as a limited character.

The Focus Model from F1 to F4 – part 1 (FOCUS 1)

Here it is the most accurate Focus model of all time from a wise man, whom I don’t want to fully describe and give his whole name, but he is F.K. He is one of the most knowledgable men on this planet, who spent many many years to explore and investigate how Robert Monroe’s model is accurate or not and found out many things that the model is just better with this presentation. F.K. is made our job as NP explorer far more easier and I’m using up his model in my life and also would like to share here, to make it straight how our Wider Reality works non-physically mostly. Most experienced explorers could agree that his knowledge is for everybody and many of us are learning by it. He used to be a member on an actual spiritual site, which I won’t share, if anybody knows this man and some of the biggest sites and the Focus model from him, could find more infos there. But I will try my best to make it clear a day and tell what I know about this and what I learnt also.

F.K. is not known where he is since years, does he still alive or not, but I guess it doesn’t matter, he was one of the big ones, who just disappeared after he told to the big reading crowd on that spiritual forum site, what he could – even if as I saw seemingly not so much people gave him so much acceptance according to the fact that the vast majority is rather diving his/her head into religions and belief systems and rather believe in, what is more comfortable instead searching for evidences. If you are a believer, maybe you should stop here, or if you are enough elastic so to speak, you may change internally after understanding the model.

Be prepared that maybe you should run through a few times to understand the basics about how our reality works and how our mind as a non-physical pure consciousness operates and experiences through Focuses of consciousness.

The consciousness continuum

Everybody in their deep core is a point of pure consciousness and consciousness needs to experience.  I had once a brief talk with one of my other focuses in the NP, a man, who told me that nothing is static and it was like he told me consciousness needs to experience. Well I agree. Everybody on this planet chose to come here and do whatever he/she wanted to. Many times it is a hard thing and suffering in the end, not achieving the original goal. Many people seemingly fail according to their original plans and they continue doing their thing in Focus 3 what other’s call Afterlife.

The Focus model tells you exactly that you don’t cease to exist not just when you fall asleep or have any kind of altered state in your mind, but after death we just continue to exist in a less vibrationally dense environment there. Consciousness can’t die and never been born, it was always existing, as everybody in a deep level and as I spoke about it already, time and space is an illusion and there is no real beginning and end. People are just continue existing in the Afterlife in vast amounts and dimensions of cities, regions etc. The main problem comes when people are believing and carrying their crap there, and because it is an instant thought responsive “environment”, you will be at a place or circumstance, which still resonates with you. This is true too on serial killers and every emotionally damage persons and both on religious people, who will gravitate towards every kinds of heavens and hells until they just stop believing in an illusion and they can grow and learn further. They just bored about their beliefs later and let helpers to help them take the next step.

Focus 1 – The physical world, our world here on Planet Earth, now

It is our main stage, because our primary focus is here and now, on this planet in this actual life. We came here for a reason, most of us can’t really figure out why are they here. If you look back on your life and what was it mainly about, you may find out your true aim. You don’t need to always find a big answer about this, maybe you are here just to experience or for the joy of your consciousness’s expanding. Other’s are here to just be a big somebody or learn certain things.

Focus 1 is our main intensive focus in the physical and it is so real – the illusion seemingly – that most of the humans here just can’t imagine there is anything else beyond this little world. The physical world is just one of the countless other physical-like worlds, stemming from the non-physical, which is made by US! We made every “little” physical worlds to learn, grow, experience, play, enjoy what we could. We built the Universes, the Focus structures, we built galaxies, solar systems etc. There is no limit and our physical universe here, this one is only just one with certain rulesets and characteristics from the many.

Well we come here and we have a certain time interval to do our thing. Some people don’t survive their childhood and die in certain “diseases” and most of us are living up decades, and some people are living until their 80-100’s. Now here I need to make it clear, NOBODY is like YOU! You are unique and don’t ever try to look at yourself as a person like trying to make it a match with others or measuring yourself to others. You have your inner characteristics from which you choose throughout your life and becoming a certain person along your choices, likes and dislikes. Every choice is up to you, nobody forces you. Well I admit our family and certain given life situations do force us to do whatever we don’t want to ever, we suffer from family members, situations, idiot people, bad habits too. We have the power to imagine our life differently and act on getting out from misery. But blaming is always there, most people’s best weapon, instead of making changes deeply.

We start the physical life from initial given circumstances and we just start the game like a Sims game simulation. If you don’t know the computer game, watch some vids on Youtube about it. Our life is very similar. Now, the future is never ever set in stone, no matter people try to tell this themselves and others. This is free will, You are free to choose.
The physical time is there because you are mostly in situations and habits from which you choose badly, and you choose and choose maybe for years until you finally chose well and the test is over. You are here to learn to stay yourself, grow up on every level, keep your emotions in check and play your part in your game the best you can. You don’t need to search for huge world changing things to understand yourself in my opinion. What game? Yours. Enjoy it.

I was asking myself for decades why the hack am I here and now, and every answer is truly inside you. You should search for your habits, likes, your enjoyment in certain things, your abilities, interests and you may find your answer. Everybody is storing enough informations from the NP in the Focus 2 level to know what to do or have given informations from the “other side” to bare with certain problems. Habits are not necessarily things you born here to solve. They must be badly programmed behavours.

 

Focus 1, the physical world is an end-result!

People tend to think there is nothing more than the physical world and waiting for science and religion to give them answers which are nothing really. Science is just scratching an illusionar surface, but they have good insights many times.

But the truth is, which I guess hundreds and thousands of NP explorers could prove that the physical world is a tiny tiny tiny little fraction of the wider reality and everything comes from the non-physical world. Meaning every building, object, music song, belief construct ever dreamt up is coming from there and always came. In the physical everything is made up from energy and quantum mechanics could prove it already in a certain way. Focus 1 is an end-result.

Every manifestation here – a new car, a piece of paper, a new job – everything comes from your beliefs and thoughts, which you constantly build for days, weeks, years. Here we take many times physical action, with our body and NP mind. We are manipulating matter through matter, funny huh?

Your physical body and appearance

They are both for a certain purpose for which you chose it. The physical body is for certain projection of your inner being, an end result, your inner picture about yourself in this life. Mostly an inner image. No surprise why people try everything in diet and can’t be otherwise physically. Your mental image is the same. Body builders are taking hard action to shape their body according to their thoughts too.

This body is made mostly on genetics in the given family (you chose the family and maybe the body type too), to do your job here and now. It is for certain things, you have physical attributes and abilities and certain things are just seemingly impossible for you, until you believe that you can be a body builder or maybe much more in other interests and nothing is static. But with certain rulesets. You can’t be for example 3 meters high mostly, but you can gain some centimeters growth if you really want it in certain conditions. But of course you can’t grow back a lost body part.

Most people are indentifying themselves with their physical body and no surprise again how many people are damaging their skin tissue with solarium, damaging their teeth with unnecessary dental surgeries to look “better”, showing yourself somebody who you are not and declining yourself non-physically completely. Many play their brain for others to shine their ego. And you will continue to be a false image even in your own mind after you died. Who do you want to fool?
With this the biggest problem comes from our society, that you think you will be somebody, somebody “more” after you change your appearance, having bigger boobs, more money for unnecessary things etc. Well I agree with the famous saying, not everybody is ready and of course everybody have his/her own path. That is ok.

We are not here for being a slave, puppets of the system, to work for nothing. I accept that certain people just don’t want to do anything more and that is ok for them, I knew to much of this type in my life and we need everybody of course in different levels of the society.
We are neither here to suffer. We can change our life for better. There is plenty food, clean water, don’t hung up on fake news and brainwash.

Big global problems around the planet

Everybody is giving energy to certain tragedies and events – who took part in them even mentally. I won’t discuss this issue here about the migrants in Europe but later I understood slowly that if everybody has free will and because the world is looking like this today, people did this. To themselves, to others. Not some kind of dark powers and something to blame always – they are real but who cares? People’s consciousness (I mean loooow consciousness) does the job.
Nobody will interfere with the happenings. It is up to people globally. If people continue to give power to money, economy crashes, dictators, big companies to poison people, this will be like this forever I guess.

Reality becomes real where thought energy flows.

I know it is still a mistery to me, but natural disasters are may caused by us and some channeling materials like by Seth entity throught J.R. is telling this issue. I can’t agree fully but if we understand how thought and manifestation works, it could be very true.
Even Earth itself is a living consciousness also. We are just fleas on it’s surface.

We hurt animals, cutting off plants, thinking that those ones don’t have that kind of “huge” consciousness as we. From what people think this is the truth? Animals and plants also have consciousness, but they are not caught up by their egos and doing simpler tasks here for lesser-bigger time periods.
Remember if you hurt an animal, you hurt yourself, because we are interconnected non-physically.

This doesn’t mean that we must stop eat meat. Oh crap, I’m sorry about those who follow food and diet religions and stop eating meat and others. We need a wide variety of food to eat, don’t follow idiots. Materialism never ends up in small things. The next one will be like we should suck stones. And that is stupid if you think that if you eat only plants you don’t kill anybody… yes you are lol. But it is necessary to fuel our body.

So mainly Focus 1 is only for the game. It is seemingly real, solid and you can’t escape. Well you would be surprised, how MUCH real the non-physical. I experienced it many many times, I assure you, this is just an illusion.

If you try to learn how to project, phase, have an OBE (which is a belief construct again), you are relatively switching your focus to another mind-.reality.

 

What counts in your physical life?

Now there are many many theories and rulesets which people are made and thought out over the years mostly in spiritual forums and also we can hear this and that in personal life, chatting with people.

Your physical life is for a reason. You came here to this reality to play a game on your own. Now I know for many, it is not a good game and they suffer. But it is meant to be a good experience chain, well eventually we leave from here and coming back to the non-physical to do whatever we would like to. Don’t take the game too seriously.

I won’t share any mystical and religious concepts, I rather decline all and will. Now what I say in my blogs are coming from personal observations, experiences and from making up the bigger picture of the truth, maybe personal truth mostly about the wider reality and it’s mechanics.
So what I say here is that the most accurate thing here is that you were the one who planned your initial life here and started up. Now many people just can’t figure out why did they select a certain family or life circumstances, body type, etc. To learn and grow from them! Not the learning itself is the most required thing here, but that you are acting and experiencing here and making decisions from your heart.
You are forced to use your creative power and learning to create your reality on your own.

Right or wrong decisions

There is no right or wrong. We only learnt that in this duality world you need to make distinctions between those two, but really, it doesn’t matter. The main issue is that did you learn or gain something about a certain decision or life experience?
Did you make decision based on your fears or from your heart without fear?

Everybody have a certain compass against good and bad, we just developed our sense from birth. The other side is what your Inner non-physical self thinks is right or wrong, but that doesn’t matter. Your non-physical counterpart doesn’t judge or punish you ever, just helping you indirectly mostly – it depends on the individual and how ready to hear the helping “words”.
Your developing personality here and now, which you bring “back” to the NP is the one what counts and you are becoming it by choosing and making decisions.

Your choices are only like you are choosing another path and another one continously, as jumping to the next reality and the next, all the endless possible realities are there and you are just seemingly without any effect, going in and out of those. Now we can call it physical time, but time is really an illusion. It has a function: do you make the wrong decision over and over again for decades? You have plenty time to do it.
When you make a wrong decision, you may feel bad after that and facing it’s effects but, this reality is about one thing for sure: You are in a slowed down environment, concentrating your awareness to one certain life, to make choose and choose and choose until you learn really that you chose well finally. That’s all! Decide from your heart and on what feels good for YOU! Not anybody else!

This is Your life, and you are worthy to live it in full joy!

We can surely get life situations when people are just stepping in our personal area of life and decisions really, like our family or partners. Egoist people are everywhere, who just can’t make correct decisions and suffer from their weakness. They even start to blame you or just telling you how should you live your life. Even comes the next stage what is good or bad for you etc. Now… who the hack cares about what others are thinking about you? We do care but we should stop it.
And the sad thing, they have an effect on you, because you just subconsciously processing what they said and will have negative outcome many times. You can’t help it, you can’t help them! You need to leave them where they are and stop giving them energy. Most of the people are just stucked in a loop of endless suffering, blames and egoism with stupidism. Let them alone fast.
You can be kind to anybody and just do it, that’s ok but eventually you need to keep up a passive barrier to not get caught up on others. Just don’t let yourself influence, your life and choices are yours. You can’t live other’s lives.
You should develop a passive personality, who can maintain a balance in any part of your life, starting with your emotions.

Influence on people and Your life

Here is a personal story from me. I many times had struggle with people who just didn’t stay with their own thoughts and forcing their views and beliefs on me or on others. I guess I saw this from my birth and observed people’s behavour. Most of them are like that – they try to influence you and you can’t escape (and the worst, they don’t care). The other side is true, even in family or just with people in your life, you CAN give advices to people if they need help, need information, your knowledge, your heart BUT you can’t force them do what they should. You can’t ever live other’s life. I got many messages from the non-physical over some nights because I couldn’t understand why people just want to suffer or doesn’t want to be their own help. Like they wasting their life. And got the message that you can’t live other’s life and let them alone. I felt negativism in my feelings because I think mostly from my good heart and seeing people like that is sad. But I had self-judgement that if I don’t help, I will be somebody who is frozen against these people, because I’m good and have a certain configuration deep inside. But that is not the case. From the non-physical perspective, everybody is responsible only for their life. Another case is of course if you are with somebody or going alone is not a good thing. That is right, don’t think this over further.

No respect towards your decisions, your life and your personality?

Just don’t give a damn to those people who can accept who you are, trying to influence you, or laughing at you, not giving even a tiny respect which you deserve. Everybody encounters with these people but it is sometimes really hard to get lost from them. The worst is close relationships like mostly our family members. Your life worths more than idiot people’s influence – let them tell their opinion to themselves and let them alone.
Why should you let people blame you or let them humiliate and influence you? Your self-esteem will lower and you lose your creating power. Just stay yourself, stay strong and remember, what counts is only You, your life experiences, joy and memories, your interactions from your side towards people and nothing else. You may did your best and that’s all. This is what you are bringing further, what makes you, YOU. But eventually you are here and now a limited character so don’t make the false assumption that this is only just you. We are much more than this limited character, but our added experiences from here are what counts really. You are becoming and developing.
Once more, your character here, this body, personality is just a construct from the beginning for various purposes, and you “become” eventually.

The main thing here is that you should always make decisions on your own, even if you need secondary support from your family or friends about what decision could maybe bad, but base your thoughts on what feels good or right for you. The other side of the game’s coin here is that we live with consequences always. Starting with our thoughts which build up in our subconscious as a running program and makes effect in the physical life later. That is manifestation, a so misunderstood aspect of everybody these days. Many people are just in fear to make correct decisions, and they are just stuck. Like regular job work.

So, if you want to suffer, here you go, do it.
If you want to be happy, that’s cool, do it. That’s all, nothing complicated.
The only barrier is the one which you pull up against yourself. Your limits, mental blocks.
It is up to you to live a good life in what you feel yourself good and it is not recommended that you need to swim in money or suffer in mental pain : )

The illusion of Birth and Death

For the game here and in every physical-like worlds, we on a higher perspective, made a construct to enter to a given world at a certain timescale and exit, when the game is ended. Now we can’t happen to just exist on a physical planet, it would ruin the whole game, just as we can’t just live forever, it would have no use and also could ruin the game. This is the illusion of life.

You are born here at certain race, certain body, characteristics and form initial possibilities, you are free to chose your path and whatever you believe. Nobody forces you, and your circumstances are what you may chose for grow. You can blame other’s about your misery, but you are there for a reason and you need to understand it – not anybody else’s job.
From birth, we need to develop physically and learn to function in this world, so we can become according our beliefs and choices. Social conditioning does the job really, developing brainwashed people and building up unnecessary mental blocks, which later serves the purpose of billions of people’s struggling.

You are living always in the moment and while you are living a seemingly real life, you are closer to the end game. At death you are exiting, or rather switching focus to go back where you came from and everybody else. There you got back your full awareness of your inner being and you are free to do whatever you want to.

Why older people are just always have some diseases? Even young people?

Diesases are nothing more than a byproduct, or rather a projection of your mental state and beliefs.

Just ask everybody, your family members (you rather already know it, the cause), friends, known people, why are they ill, have cancer, certain types of diseases?
Now, many people don’t select various illnesses consciously. Most of diseases and illnesses coming from subconscious programming. Many people try to end their lives but in decades (well I never understood this, why so slow…). Most of them are from the circle of people thinking, when they reached pension around 60+, they lost their life, their purpose and it is over, a slowly degrading life, feeling they are unworthy. Their body is already old and unhealthy. They heat this issue further with more subconscious thinking in the background, giving negative thinking more power. Or just believe in what others saying about illnesses and “you can’t cure it” stuffs. BS, people could heal themselves many times from their misery, like cancer, too – the only needed issue here is changing your thinking and solving mental issues. The physical body should be in perfect health any time. You just need to observe your beliefs and find the best diet for your body.

Illnesses and diseases are also tools for the physical game.
It would be just boring, dying in oldness without anything for many. Most of the people are experiencing the exit in this way, as their NP counterpart experiences it too. Not a tragedy, just experience and growing from it. Ok I admit, I guess many people are not learning even a thing from their own self-created mind acts. I know too many people about this issue. They don’t care, they don’t even know what will come. Surprise what religion does? People don’t know a thing from brainwashing and just don’t want to, that’s sad!

What happens in the “Afterlife”?

I have bad news and good ones too here. Your willingness to be open and don’t accept just religions, group constructs like a vastly naive human, could make your way easier.

The good news are, if you are relatively free from beliefs, you end up in the non-physical with much less struggle and if you are also intelligent, you could navigate easily there, and not stucked in any wrong places. Forget the Hell construct, if you’re not believing in it, it won’t happen.

The Afterlife (human) is full of regions, which are since a while had a label, the so called Belief System Territories (BST). They exist, I saw many NP cities, people are just living physical like life there too, don’t even have the slightest idea that they are “dead”, or on other words non-physical. People just die and end up in different regions, according to their beliefs and likes. You are relatively free to go, but you are addicted, most of us are. You are not experienced eating enough sugar, having kids, having a soul mate, having business, seeing a country, trying out certain hobbies… surprise, you will soon plan another life to jump back to a certain Earth simulation and do whatever you wish. YOU are deciding your next physical life, nobody else. Now this is much hard to understand because you are a community of personalities and you are already living your other lives simultaneously, I will make another post on this.
But it is obvious, the vast majority just losing their conscious connection to their source.

The bad thing is that most of the humanity is attached to beliefs and religions. They are just not ready to experience everything else. They end up on the most resonating “places” and staying there for who knows how much time. Now time is nothing there, but there are in scale vast problems what people could continue to experience after they exit from here.
Let me take an example here. There are people in this world, who believe, there is nothing after death, you are just in the nothingness, you cease to exist – why should you cease to exist? And some of them end up floating in the transition zone of 3D Void and just wait, and still blaming themselves, “I told myself, I knew it”. And NP people can help you get out, but it is up to you. But on the other hand some of them end up in different healing facilities. Beliefs, beliefs, beliefs + emotions. That’s it!
Others are teleporting out to a different dimensions which is still simulating their last known life situation when they were killed or had some other life threatening issue, and they are in an energy bubble, repeating the same situation for eternity until somebody blows up their energy block and help him/her get out and realise, they are creating their own problem.

Transition Zone

We made a construct in a wider reality to experience the return to our true home to the NP world. We made human constructs to enter certain places, facilities and there you are healed emotionally, mentally, whatever. It is for traumas and repeating issues in yourself to help you get over your non-existent problems and stop taking Earth life previously seriously.

After the Transition, you are leaded to these places and they are real, so much people noted back and made diaries about these places that they saw people are getting there. Now age here is not important, many people are having an age image around their 30’s but others just using a child’s image. Your physical appearance is only just a self image, nothing more. But humans are just hung upon their physical body and can’t let it go, sad really. They think they are that person, that body!
There is the old saying, which older people are used to say, if I was old, and will die, I will be the wise. Why should a completely idiot man/woman should be wise if he never was? Comeon, self trickery again. I knew to much people in my life already who thought that they are wise, one of them is around 70. Who do you want to fool?

People are so there to shake off bad emotions, and mostly beliefs. It is a hard one, beliefs are creating our reality in both sides. Emotions are the other ones, people when they dream just release all the emotions in the next Focus state called Dreamworld and just living up all their likes or bad emotions, fears and having bad dreams.

If You can’t control your motions and beliefs in your waking life, chances are, you will have struggling in the non-physical too and never get further than the massive amount of people there. I mean maybe quadrillions of them, just many, nobody knows the number and this is only our local system of humans. Non-physical exploring needs a certain type of emotional balance, passive but curious mindstate and no fear. Fear is just coming from yourself, the unknown which you don’t want to face or solve.

There is nothing to fear, especially of death. You will be cared of by other spirits, saying this without any religious BS. But eventually there, You are the only one who judges yourself – in any perspective. Love yourself more day by day.

What is Time?

I guess many people tried to understand time, here in the physical world. Well time – as I lately found it after maybe a year of researching in both in the physical and in the non-physical world, time is not what people are think about or imagine it as how it works.

I will try to make a basic discription here and in later posts I will make them more clear.

Linear Time:

Our time here in our world is called “linear time” according to the non-physical where time is non-existent as space neither. But time here is felt and experienced as we look on the watch and time is seemingly passing by with seconds, minutes, hours etc. Physical time seemingly running away and there is no medicine on it. Well maybe you noticed that when you enjoy a life situation, playing a game or having a good chat with a friend; Time is really slowing down. Well because You are living in the moment only!

Living in the Moment:

Well here we go, many people may know the feeling when you are just don’t give a damn to certain life problems or just enjoy yourself fully in a given moment or situation.

How we experience time is a big illusion, as time itself. It is a necessary element of the game, we are playing here on planet Earth while we are here to live our planned life initially. Ok most people are suffering and dying dumb, that is the truth, I admit.
When you are living in the moment, time slows down and you see that you just use up your time much efficiently. That is because you are maintaining a stronger relationship with the non-physical and with your NP counterpart, who is timeless. By doing it, you may experience synchronicities, which is very different for many kinds of people. I will write a whole blog on that later.

By living in the moment, you are resonating with your deep non-physical core, enjoying yourself, using up your true self’s attributes and don’t really care about the problem in the world and the brainwashing machine from various sources. That is a good thing! Practice it more and you may see that you will experience much more good things in your life, which you may didn’t even notice.

Basically, Linear Time = Present Moment, Eternal Now!

How? Now there are various sources, authors, even non-physical entities, who – over the decades and some centuries tried to give the message through individuals which turned out to be very true, that we are living in the NOW.
Your PAST is what you experienced and made choices according to your beliefs, your being at that time and from emotions – simply the path and events what you experienced. It is added to your growing and you are not the same human as you were at that moment.
Your FUTURE is always a probable outcome of events! Ther eis no future of course because it is never happened, it is happening right now in your moment. You can’t travel there in any way because it is how it works – it did not happen yet but there are endless realities from which at any given time you are jumping in according to your beliefs and choices. Future is something you choose and become that somebody for a certain amount of “time”.

Time could be a simpler explanation when we try to understand it as a book with pages. As you go along your storyline which you create, the pages are filled with stories and you are going from one page to another as chains of events. I will make a whole post on birth and death later for the sake of better understanding this aspect of our lives.

Parallel Time – The non-physical vastness:

Parallel time is well misunderstood throughout the centuries or even millenias. When somebody got the idea of parallel time, it was ok, some people understood the basics of it and how it is related to linear time here, but what happened is, mystical people who like to get earn from people’s fear and beliefs are got some elements from it, distorted the whole idea and trying to sell it nowadays as past life regressions. That is a whole scam in itself, people are failing to realise that time is non-existent in the Wider Reality and mysticals try to get earn from their dumbness and fear. I will make a post on past lives later and show you how it is a nonsense thing, at the same time there is some “truth” in it.

Non-physical time is not existing. Meaning that there is NO SPACE and NO TIME there. It is not needed, it is an illusion. Of course this issue spreaded over time but people couldn’t explain how should we understand it. And because space is the same, every reality and every versions of you are filling the same point in “space” meaning that you are not really traveling in the NP when you fly or going somewhere! You are a point of consciousness and your mind creates the illusion that you are traveling anywhere. Or maybe it is more accurate that your brain interprets the illusion, on the learnt mechanics after birth here that you are really going on your feet or rolling, flying. Everything is existing at the same place. What is the issue here is that you MIND is changing channels to experience different realities in different frequencies, like you are pushing the channels on the remote control for watching TV.

Here I have a funny analogy for this, I used to say this way before I learnt much more about the vast and endless NP. When you are driving a car, you are sitting in one place, and not going anywhere! The road itself goes under you, right? Now that’s it! : )
I had a capability always that whenever I was walking, riding bike or later driving car that I felt that that’s not me who is moving, rather the road comes under me. I guess it could be frightening for many people I admit it, but I just experienced both realities at the same time on this law and I can if I want to always. It is like you are switching into subjective viewpoint for a certain amount of time.
No surprise people can project their minds into the NP as they driving a car and it is dangerous really.

Parallel time is in the NP, meaning that every lives you had and will have, you experienced already, which is cool. Robert Monroe tried to grasp this issue not for first but the first man who experienced it by himself as me too and many of us who are aware their NP life.
In parallel time, you are constantly jumping in and out of different world and realities, when you are not “incarnated” here or in any physical like worlds yet. It is like a Sims game simulation. You are a bigger NP being – we are all! – and you create a certain character for your purposes to sell this probe to experience physical world life with certain tasks and likes, dislikes. I guess U will write more about these issues later to make it clear.
You can imagine physical time like you are – without realising it – changing physical dimension to another one which contains the next probable event or actuality in your created future.

When we are “dreaming” (I don’t like this word since years, because it comes about social conditioning as almost everything from our birth, we are simply in other non-physical focuses and continuing our lives – no death huh?) we can experience parallel lives, as also other worlds in the “afterlife” regions. This is a hard topic, I guess I will write a lot about them more later too. Well in dreams we usually are in a thought and emotion instant dimension where the vast majority just release their daily emotions and thoughts and not really aware what is happening, creating this way a pleasant or unpleasant experience chain and shaking them off when they wake up to go to suck in their jobs again and again, which they hate – mostly.
The hard truth that the vast majority is not even close to the adulthood to let them roam around in the non-physical and do whatever they would like to. And one more thing , most of them are addicted to human life! They forgot a long time ago, who they were deep inside and just don’t want to know really. They are not ready to break free.

Be patient with understanding time, it is a hard one, it was around 2 years for me to understand by getting answers and experiences in the non-physical. There are many entities who didn’t even get physical lives anywhere and they are just looking at you as a nonsense guy with asking what is time. That is crazy and I usually learnt to stop asking about it when I see their faces on being frozen lol.