Believing is NOT knowing!

Every humans are believing in just something. It may be a religion, a force, a concept, just anything which we actually need for to feel safe. But… BUT beliefs are not explaining just anything and people may never find out their truth about life, the biggest questions etc. Big nations are just in a big brainwash because they just don’t question anything and doing the stuck-life in jobs which they hate too. No questioning, right? Just do what others do, be a sheep.

Believing helps us stay on track, get out from bad situations, achieve our main goals in life or just helping others. But when people tend to believe in various religions, concepts, constructs, anything which is stemming from a theory which is founded on seemingly solid facts and “evidences”, they completely forget that and also don’t know, that every just every human made concepts, theories, even an opinion are relatively flawed or false in a deeper core.
Belief systems are like automated self-fooling concepts, which are just never ending after death. We don’t stop believing in what we thought is right from our perspective. Why? Because there, you will actually experience that you were right. If you believe in heaven (any religion) you can experience it. If you believe in that there is nothing after death just emptiness, you may experience it and reinforce that belief. If you believe that some kind of reptilian guys will abuse you, you will (from your concepts and beliefs) actually experience it if you want to. Free will does it’s job really if it comes towards self-fooling.

Believing in something is actually much easier than investigating, is that the truth?

Beliefs are forming our personal reality also, so we are just full of them as concepts and emotions non-physically. They are varying on a big scale which kinds of beliefs we are using. Most people are using the scale’s end like religions, quantum physics, sugar is bad, physical world is the only world, some people are evil – just to say some. But this alone doesn’t give solutions to anything. It is like a pyramid game in a big scale.

Yes sure, most people are just tend to follow a system which is so comfortable according to their individual norms and concepts and just don’t ask anything further. If they tend to, they will switch an actual concept to another one and it really never ends in their mind. It is much easier to be a puppet, a crowd follower like billions… it is much easier believe in what other’s said than know for sure, is that true really? Why don’t you grab your individual power and find out what is wrong with just everything?

And I admit, not everybody needs to find out everything, that is not what I’m saying here. There is no problem with those who are not changing. We need every kinds of people on this planet. We need each other to grow and learn in every aspects of human nature.
People just come here to this dimension to live, grow, learn, enjoy life, not everybody needs to be an intelligent omnipotent somebody.


But beliefs are just huge traps for humanity. We are not evolving anywhere, well most of us seemingly because we just give away our true power, giving it to a god-like figure, a concept, a theory and most of humanity is just in a huge brainwashing (self washing) mechanism. I saw it and experienced it from my birth and it is very frustrating. Beliefs are coming from the unknown, the fear, not knowing something surely.

We believe in something which we don’t know for sure and instead of doing research, investigating with various tools, we just give our trust to it. That is pretty dumb, isn’t it?

Belief is fear from the unknown. Trust is another thing. If we trust in a bigger force, it can help us but if we believe in for example non-physical things, it doesn’t matter from the subjective side. Belief won’t save you in the long term from anything and eventually most people chose the individual aspect of being a believer to eventually shake it off over some lifetimes.

Did you see those insane people who are fanatic believers, furthermore they are following false truths which are just stupid really? I won’t name any, most of them are just driving humanity towards very bad events even daily and worldwide. If somebody repeated a false belief or just any for an extended amount of time, they will actually believe truely of a flawed concept or anything and it causes huge problems in the world and actual countries are the master places. Religions are not meant to be forced on people, to make harm or make distruction on innocent people.

Believers have their own life lessons always

One thing is sure. everybody knows somebody who is religious or mostly a believer. That is ok, everybody can believe in a bigger force which they can’t explain and eventually don’t want to. Everybody can be a believer, a naive person. That is a natural way for most of people on Earth. Who are not really believers are also tend to believe in somebody or something. We can call it trust also. Why the most are a believer? It is too easy to deal with anything in life. It is much harder to KNOW for sure anything becasuse it takes effort and common sense.

If you don’t believe in yourself, you will make your way much difficult in life. We all have a non-physical counterpart and help us to be happy. We just don’t know it and don’t use it. Praying people tend to ask “it” for help, but they call it God. Every individuals are Gods in a higher level and sooner or later they may experience it. That is a fact but distorted in many sources in human life from books, speakers, mystics etc.

Believers eventually find their understanding sooner or later that it just won’t save you from the truth. It can be personal truth or consensus one in the wider reality, if you won’t shake of this blindfold from yourself the personal progression is just slow, really slow.

A new age religion – Astral Travel

Besides it is very real because it shows us the non-physical and we can experience just vastly more than this dumb physical reality, people are just eating up every flaw stuffs on the internet from websites, forums and talking with people who also believe in these constructs like “OUT” of body and vibrations are needed but eventually it only causes not just energy distortions in experiences but confuses just everybody. It is real but misunderstood.

Ok well not really new because it existed thousands of years ago in other terms and labels. But the today’s practice just started somewhere, well Robert A. Monroe did his job too as a pioneer but made false assumptions about the whole phenomena and what we see here, people now following another belief system which is so limited – people try to jump or roll out a body IN which they have never been. So they try and try and manifest a belief construct without knowing and finally some of them are successful but not because they figured out what is it all about meanwhile. They are happy to experience X numbers of planes and bodies which is a loads of BS and making it their personal truth, furthermore they share/spread it and other people are try to replicate those terms and conditions as validating it, most are unsuccessful. Insane isn’t it? And now worldwide I guess 10000’s (or more) people in measurement are doing the same as traveling around their house in a parallel dimension, or staying in their “room”, traveling in space, but that is a reflection about the primary physical focus. If you want to explore and unvestigate the real truths (your personal one), you need to go deeper in the Multiverse – please read the Focus Model here.

What about non-physical development?

Don’t accept anything which you get as information here or in the non-physical in 100% and be always sceptical. This way you can develop a curious and intelligent approach in your life and get useful informations about how things are working out in both worldtypes and you don’t fall in simple traps. Non-physical people may not telling you the whole truth but they won’t lie to you. Non-physical perspective is way different and subjective than our limited objective one here. A subjective life and viewpoint is very very different and hard to comprehend with a humanly limited mind, for a reason.

Don’t believe just anything! Don’t be stupid and naive, believing is temporary if used carefully. Children are that but we need to grow up and don’t think for a second that physical life is the only important one. You are developing in every details which you possess or practice and exist through endless dimensions and realities as other versions of yourself!

Updated on 19th january 2018.

Why do people suffer? Why they just don’t stop?

Well we always see people doing horrible things to themselves or suffer. They may only suffer in their own misery, blaming themselves or others, being sick, mentally ill, physically ill and having various diseases. Why the hack are they doing this to themselves?

Suffering is coming from an inner mental problem

There are various types of problems and different steps which people can consciously or unconsciously cause problems to themselves in the long run, causing different illnesses and diseases. Cancer and other deadly stuffs are the last steps in this or rather the worst ones.

What mental manifestations are doing is blocking out the energy flow in the body, which mystics call chakras. Our body is supplied with a non-physical energy link unseen, which keeps our body alive. If there are energy blockages, it can cause trouble and degeneration in both the energy body and physical ones. Remember, it takes time, according to the deepness and strongness of thoughts and beliefs with added emotions.

What people do is they have a starting point of mental problem, coming from their own non-physical mind, which is them in a restricted perspective (meaning our human mind is restricted). Now what we are concentrating on or giving enough energy, will become our reality, but with time delay. In the non-physical if we would do this, it would be a serious problem but here in 3D physical world there is a “time” delay to see how our thoughts and beliefs are forming slowly our reality from deep inside, this way creating manifestations in body. It is widely proven, people are causing physical problems to themselves!

Blaming and not accepting any responsibility

What the vast majority does is they are lacking of deeper understanding in just ANYTHING! Yes, the most just don’t know anything at all, about how life works out on another level of multidimensional existence, we are still in the dark ages (and not because the Sun was not shining) and having what other’s were told to us from birth. People are not just having no idea that they are consciously destroying their body, but sucking out other close people’s life energy and life positiveness at the same time. If they are alone, they just never check their thoughts.
People are just not willing to accept what they think and check it, ever!

They are blaming certain safe foods (even sugar lol), people, forces, anything OUTSIDE them, instead of looking inside and see what their thoughts are doing externally.

We could ask, how is this that the most are just not being aware of what they are doing to themselves and their environment? Well it is interesting, we could say that people are not being conscious but the fact is that they are denying their own thoughts and blaming the outside forces . it is much much easier of balming anything outside us. People are relatively NOT accepting the CONSEQUENCES about their own thoughts and actions ever. This is horrible, isn’t it? I noticed this in my life always, looking at people, their behavour, their destroying attitude.

What about the vast majority in self-realization?

So the basic thing is this: we are constantly developing in many worlds simultaneously. Everybody has a much bigger version of self in the Wider Reality, who sends probes like You and Me as individuated characters, learn and grow in any worlds. There is no beginning and no end, only development, growing and being more compatible with love. The most are underdeveloped spirits and that is what I noticed and those who are constantly travelling to the non-physical with various mind-tools to have insights are also saw this fact.

One reason from the many, being here for the most is this: you are placed down in a slowed down environment with the illusion of “time” thing to see how your decisions and thoughts are wroking out. Some are having primary missions but in my opinion the most have to just learn and grow. Do you learn to control your thoughts and emotions, do you accept responsibility after what you are thinking and doing? While here we are in a big eternal “now”, the here and now, in the wider reality people with this destroying attitude could cause trouble instantly because thought equals instant action. All their fears and stray thoughts are becoming real in front of them.

Self-realization is not an issue for the most. We need to accept this, everybody is learning and developing in their own speed and this life is just one of the endless ones – we can’t label others in the end for what they are. Forget reincarnation, everybody has parallel versions of him/herself in other worlds simultaneously right now, so sequential time thinking is the worst thing to accept as there is no time and brainwashing is everywhere about this issue globally.

What misery does to yourself

If people don’t stop their own misery generally, it will maybe in weeks but maybe in decades, slowly destory your health – and maybe other’s – it will hurt your body and mind and will just break down around pension or earlier. You don’t need to feel yourself physically old because other’s are looking like that.

Many times we just can’t help it but it doesn’t say that we can’t change our thinking the opposite way and get out from the crap. It is not about forcing a positive vision, to live it up. No, it is about accepting our thoughts, monitoring them and changing them. But for first understanding WHY are we thinking what we are thinking? Or anybody around us.

Mental problems are causing every illnesses (everything comes from the NP to here in order, inside to outside) and the human physical body should never – in the right circumstances – would be in any diseases or illnesses. But people don’t care. We can’t just help anybody. We can only help ourselves. If we radiate out our true self, who is not thinking always from egoism and try to give helping hands, it’s the best but remember we CAN’T change people, They need to change. If they don’t want to, they won’t stop this after departuring back to the “Afterlife”. They will need “time” to adjust back and shake off beliefs and change the mindset.

I guess we all met people in our lives with this attitude. Some of them are accepting what they did and they continue to do the exact same thing further. I can only say, they deserve suffering, we can’t help them. But on the other hand it is all about life experiences here and everybody does his/her own job. That is why we can’t tell other’s how to live. They know it only (ok I admit, they don’t lol). If they don’t then it is up to each individual to live however they would like to and the Wider Reality won’t force you to stop, only if your attitude goes against what you planned to accomplish here and now and you are just wasting your own time.

Something I also noticed is that if people are continuing – after they asked ME to help! – their own misery, that is for a reason. Maybe that was what they wanted to experience. Look at those who are stucked in bad relationships, bad life circumstances. “Option A” – they chose it in a wider perspective, or “option B” – they are too weak to change, this way they will continue to hurt themselves until somebody helps.

So this is like watching Television, listening to brainwashing news where people are dieing in bad situations, suffering or just watching horror movies – people enjoy being in fear. That is ridiculous. Nobody decides to do it, only them. Did you ever wonder why fear industry so popular in any category, like XXX? There is a huge demand for it!

One big issue is still there. Self-awareness is pretty low in the most. My type clearly can monitor his thoughts, being aware many things at the same time, being analytical but I’m on a different level. Everybody is on his/her own. But low self-awareness is causing the most trouble. We can’t help it, it is developing over time and over lifetimes. An amoebae certainly won’t develop intelligence suddenly to build a spaceship, but evolving further like simple lifeforms into more complex ones – we are all doing it or were on the same level before already.

Eventually everybody moves on in their own speed and life is just a game, we tend to take it too seriously and many times it hurts but this is human experience in a consensus reality. Do your best to grow and enjoy yourself!

The Death of what? The physical character!

This post will be quick and I guess easy to understand. Almost everybody from their birth think that this human, physical character – me, you, everybody else – is what we are. We are NOT. We are choosing an actual life construct and using a physical body to experience. Now I can’t guess other people’s life instead of mine because only the actual person can find out with spiritual and inner work, why are they here and right now and what is their life is all about. It can be a long ride.

As we experience death and many many people already did and always will, what happens is we change Primary Focus (read the Focus model first) but the body construct is so magnetic for our consciousness that we tend experience various pain cycles or maybe rather painless transition – we can’t let go of a vehicle which we are so used to, that’s mine right?! So as the body dies, we just go through a wormhole. The common phenomenon is about a bright white light, a portal like thing. What people see is a personal human interpretation of a dimensional layer which leads the person – with or without added non-physical assistance – to the entry zone of Focus 3 or so called Afterlife. Oh crap how many idiotism did I read in the recent years, New Age dumbism is really does it’s job when young people are BELIEVING that we are enslaved and that wormhole or LIGHT will capture you to another slave job. Are they kidding me? They were the ones to choose this life – no responsibility at many. People are brainwashing their own mind or “brain”.

What happens is, according to your beliefs, expectations and anything else which you store in your mind will now become a reality. The physical “laws” won’t save you, you RETURNED back to a mostly thought and belief responsive place, where there is no space and time and the region is endless. Post-humans will now adjust back to that environment and get used to the non-physical world. I won’t go further on this issue, only in another post but the main issue is, for the 99.99% of departed “people”, their body and beliefs are unchanged. Many many people will appear in their 20-30’s youthness for those, who know them or visit them from the physical by nights and by conscious projections while “alive” in the physical world. That is because many (if not the most) are staying young deep inside (there is no use of it that time after physical exit). That body is no longer needed but people are so uneducated about the most important things about life, evolution (spiritual) and understanding about anything ELSE than the tiny little restricted physical world, that they think they are still a physical body, a sex (male-female), a culture etc. That is one thing that we live a physical life but the most already forgot who they are. IT seems like the Earth Life System is full of “young” souls.

To continue further this non-sense, people as they are adjusting back to shake off physicality, there are endless physical-like cities there and people are still living physical-like life! I am constantly in different places and seeing it and it is brutally true. There is of course nothing wrong with it but it is also limiting illusion. Nobody will force you to do it, you are doing it. I admit I would like to live in some places.

Countless people are suffering from their own misery, beliefs and thoughts. They never learnt to control what they think of, they never learnt that life is much more than a physical drama. Don’t misunderstand me, suffering and misery “there” is not always the bad one. It could be a certain “heaven” with a certain “god” maybe or a very nice place where you are just in boredom, until you realize: hey wait a minute, I had enough of believing in an illusion! That character of post-you is already finished his/her tasks long “time” ago. Time to move on.

The next step is to stop believing you are human. We are all non-physical beings with endless potential and I can assure everybody, this is not a new age crap. Those who can successfully do OBE (false construct), astral project (wrong label again lol), lucid dream (conscious while you are in another world) etc, could already prove that we are existing further. So when we die, we don’t. It is a necessary illusion fo this game – we can’t suddenly appear in this reality and disappear right? Or rather live for millions of years and not developing anywhere. The physical vehicle is disintegrating and stops functioning, that’s all. We were only navigating with it and manipulating energy.

When people realize in their own speed that they are formless, timeless and eternal, they will continue to experience further. Consciousness seeks to experience and learn about itself. That is one big wise thing which I knew already from the many. Guess what how many people on Earth even think about their own beliefs, not even about their task in this life?

If we think about this character right now that it is me, it is you, chances are it will limit down pretty bad. Forget what religions are telling you about who you are and what will happen, be open, test it for yourself, educate yourself. Your truth will be only your own.

For example uncle “George” dies and the world is moving on further – only his relatives are crushing down from a widely unknown process. It is the game. Those who are in a big fear of death will surely experience that it was unnecessary to be afraid of such an automatic process. And of course don’t try to speed it up! In my opinion suicidal people are escaping from their chosen life.

Consciousness moves on to another task, the possibilities are endless and only imagination could limit it down. The non-physical world is right in front of you but on another energy or vibrational frequency.

Thank You.

Angels – Who are They really?

It is a wide-spreaded phenomenon that maybe people have own angels, also it is a shared thing from “psychic” people and from spiritual believers that angels are all around us, furthermore they are trying to contact with you or showing special numbers, called synchronicities (totally mixed beliefs). I will try to explain how unreal this whole concept and belief is. Of course I’m speaking from my experiences and from my gathered knowledge over the years. And there is no arguement here, if somebody wants to believe in angels after he/she knows what are they, it is ok and even nice thing of course – if I were a believer type, I won’t forget my angels too of course! : )

Angels are only forms, from the non-physical world

Angels are a huge misnomer for those who are resident in the endless subjective reality and trying to do their job. These “people” may be ex-humans, maybe other entities, BUT mostly they are your parts of your Total Self (misnomer again called Higher Self) and this way they can be many types of “people” (I use quotes for showing that the word people is only a human term). Oh and don’t attach yourself to this divine, we are all one and God nonsense please, most people need to grow up, I’m trying to help to understand this, not arguing with anybody.

I spent almost a year at my beginning trying to figure out who they are in reality or are they real. Because I’m not believing just anything, I needed personal experiences over my sleep cycles while I was now consciously exploring the non-physical world and had enough awareness in my adventures and automatic tasks to speak with “people” wherever I was. So it soon turned out that the angel thing is non-existent especially for me. But it could be a solid reality for many.

Angels are working on the principle of supply-demand. We demand them as a wingy glowing figures who are nice and many more, but the truth is that NP people are appearing in front of you in a form, which will resonate with your beliefs and trying to not get you frightened. That’s the explanation and many NP traveller know it for sure. Other people are meeting with hooded people (it is a metaphore to not showing you their identity yet), some people are meeting energy balls (Focus 4 entities or those who don’t use human form) and also there are negative entities who are NOT even harmful, but your own beliefs (in the second you notice them) will cause their form to fluctuate into a bad shape and you will only scare yourself – it happens with many people who are experiencing their first projection and seeing their energy double in the room. This is it, we need to grow up to the Wider Reality.

The famous Angelic numbers

Sorry for those who are running websites about angelic numbers but I feel they are – maybe not consciously – fooling people. There are many sites over the web and the most amazing thing that there are explanations on every numbers even until 4 digits or more… Now what REAL knowledge does have a religious man or woman if this person sees or experiences something distorted phenomenon with the filters of his/her beliefs, right? But the worst idea is that people in this part of the belief world are copying each other.  As simple as people – angelic numbers are what you can’t understand without any knowledge so you make up a nice term.
Remember believing is not knowing. BUT we can give in belief until we found out our truth of course.

Those numbers which we see on clocks, driving plates and everywhere like 11:11 or 1234 are only personal but the explanation for this wide-known thing is that it is well known because many people will only notice this type of communication from the non-physical if they see these numbers which are just called coincidences – they are too strange to not notice them, right? Even when they saw the same numbers 5x in a row. Those numbers are wayshowers of how well you are resonating with your path or how close you are to solving a problem or having a desire, that is my best opinion right now after 2 years of investigating the manifestation phenomenon, which in my opinion also NOT what it is shown, but time will tell.

For example if you see 11:11 it is a strong good sign. If you see 12:21 it is balance. Your own Total Self or Source will give you messages which you can only understand. Maybe decades passed by from your childhood after you noticed them consciously like me. I had no previous knowledge about anything non-physical. As more people starts to be more aware of their everyday life, they will surely see them and there could be other explanations too like Asteroid belt things and new age stuffs which I don’t fully support.

By the way it is said that ringing in the ears are angelic voices. Well it could be some other things like frequency changes in your body, a sudden data package downloaded into your mind from the NP which will be known later, maybe somebody talked to you from the NP but you have no receiver abilities to translate it.

Angels as guarding beings

Now I will be straight here. There are as many types of helpers on the “other side” as many people with demands here and now. I can’t even guess what types are there after I know for sure the main subcategories of NP helpers. Forget the Angel thing and forget those who are getting wealth from those who are gullible enough to accept that they are always surrounded by some kind of angels and assigned from birth etc… it is distorted highly what is the reality behind the scenes and I can assure people that NP people/entities are also confused how false beliefs about the non-physical is in widespread in the human world. Of course I admit I could be wrong or I can add knowledge about this to my own database too later but I know what I know. But one thing is sure, you are helped and watched to a certain degree.

So some people are surrounded by NP people unnoticed and some are not. A few people like me are feeling like being alone all the time and don’t need so much help really, furthermore the help which for example I get is purely subjective and I still need to investigate my own communication. NP people rarely are using verbal communication in your head because subjective mind-to-mind talk is hardly translated into human thoughts, we are highly limited in our communication. It is completely otherwordly when I talk with my “friends” in the NP while I’m asleep. If I managed to talk to some, they are rarely speak or they won’t share you so much infos. For example there are 4 entities at the minimum who are immature and learning FROM me lol (maybe they are changed since then)! I didn’t understand it at the first place when I talked with them until my mentor friend told me the issue, the why. But these groups are changed throughout our life as we are changing directions or life circumstances. A few can stay with us for a very long time of course, like old friends and other focuses/selves.

But many people are surrounded by them. They can be attached “dead” relatives, friends, other focuses and many more types of people. Some guides can be those who are only just doing a certain task for their development and they go away… this is the system, working. But it is true that many people are just crying out for angels, guides, helpers etc. They need to grow up. These labels are all the same. Look, what do you do in an endless Multiverse with endless possibilities? Will you stay with a physical person and watch his/her steps all the “time”? Not really.

The main problem is that religions are distorting everything really and people are confused, or worst – they will defend what others were saying them until death. I’m antireligious so I didn’t have distorted visuals or anything. I don’t channel and never would like to allow it, those who want to are really naive… almost anybody can give you an identity of a saint right? You won’t figure out. Don’t think for a second that you are guarded in a strong energy field. If you wish to suffer, you will, free will huh?

Angels are existing as a form because you are demanding it. If you can meet an angel, you could guess you already are existing as an aspect or parallel self of an angel. You are talking to yourself. The form there is not really important. Because we learn objective thinking in this brainwashed society, we have expectationst that how our beloved invisible friend could look like. We are in an illusion of an individual unit and that is why it could be hard to understand that we can exist in other focuses at the same time, because we are multidimensional entities. This life is a second in time at the end.

Think for a second about the Belief System Territories. It IS EXISTING because post-humans are demanding it. There are nasty places, people are creating suffering, not the place itself. It is frequency, energy, like attracts like etc, whatever we call it. Also the best and nice places are there too, just anything. Why  do governments, religions, money, richness, technology are existing here? Demand. People give away their power from fear.
Why does Earth and the physical Universe do exist? We demanded on a much higher perspective to learn, grow, explore and develop in a one personal illusional perspective. We created these systems.

Why do “gifted” people see angels around you?

The “psychic”s talent at the minimum and your own beliefs are interfering with the actual occurence what this psychic sees and interpreted according to his/her beliefs and belief systems – OR the actual entity chooses the form. NP people are not so hung up type on what people believe, it is up to us. So what happens is, this magical person see that the “client” is surrounded by some human shaped NP people nearby.

How can they see them? They have access to reality overlays and deeper knowledge. Nothing magic thingy hear, read about the Focus levels in previous posts please.

One final issue about this phenomenon. It could be really possible that some of us if not all of us are neighboured by one entity at the minimum right now without knowing about it, but it doesn’t matter until we are addicted to them. We are living here and now and on every levels of reality we are also learning from each other like they about us and we are learning about those who are physically nearby us. This whole reality game is hierarchical as long as I know it. And a good teacher won’t help you not even the 10th time if you have problem, until they made sure about you will do your own homework. Or you won’t get helped because you didn’t hear the message the first 10 times. It varies.

Self-fooling with them – caution!

OK now I will debunk an aspect of believing in angels. Please be careful with what you are believing or needing them. There is Focus 2, the next mind level in our local system. It is mislabeled as subconscious or unconscious, but I have my opinion that there are no such things and don’t listen to websites about this. So stay at F2.
This mind region stores every tools, beliefs and thoughts about you, this is personal. So what happens is when you just try to create an angel for yourself to not feel alone or being guarded? You ARE creating an aspect of you there and he/she/it will be real now. We are doing constant creating daily without realizing it, thought energy is all. Some of them have NO personalities or no real intelligence. That’s why. You are fooling yourself. Be careful about your beliefs. That is what billions and billions can’t learn ever, not even after they passed away back to Focus 3, called the Afterlife. I also have a few aspects of me in F2 and I’ve met them many times, they are appearing like my family members and they are dumb really. Aspect means – a personality part of yourself. For me, I guess they were naturally there from the beginning.

I’m only just giving my best advice, but of course we can create anything there, but later it can cause more trouble than good. Thank You!

The Polar Express (2004) – Understanding the magic behind the story

HEre is a great animated movie, called The Polar Express. I planned to write about my insights of this movie, which I really like. In my opinion no matter how old somebody is, many of us are guarding our childish part in a good meaning deep inside and this one is my favourite to enjoy Christmas – more than I could. To tell the truth I don’t like this part of the year because after my family members and such others in our lives are done with giving Christmas presents (you know… “the celeberation of presents” and buying for the most), they continue fool with you and be an asshole. Never mind, this post is meant to be a nice insight.

So why am I watching this movie each year at or around Christmas Eve? Well it is magical and lately in the last years as I got insight into the non-physical life and world, realized that this whole movie is completely a so called “Astral Projection”, it is an adventure about our main character’s mind about what is real and what could be real. It is a shared adventure with many children who experience the same thing and living the magic up for a whole night. A real fun adventure. And as the main character as the narrator tells the story at the beginning and at the end, I feel the same – it is not about believing in Santa or the magic of Christmas on my part but keeping up my good spirit and enjoy this kind of magic! No matter what happens in life, stay  good and enjoy yourself – this is a journey.
Ok let’s begin.

Sorry it will take a little bit longer to read lol.

The opening about debunking Santa and arriving Presents from parents

So here we go, in short our main character “the boy” is keeping solid beliefs about Santa Claus that he is fake and the North Pole is what books and lexicons are telling him – non-existent and that’s it. Even those news paper parts are telling it (well this is not investigating, only solidifying a belief). But wait a minute his young sister still believes in it because she is much younger and also keeping up a naive childish attitude which is normal. Well I wish I could be a naive child again with full of magic : )

Ok so our hero’s parents think that it would be a tragedy that he doesn’t believe. Believe is the keyword throughout the movie. Here I need to notice something – it is not fair in any family to force our views on our children right? I don’t like this word really, knowing where it leads people but here we have it in a positive way. So stuffs happens with our hero, his bathrobe is torn in a pocket and he is just falling off to sleep after seeing and hearing his parents. So it IS an Astral Projection! The clock stops, he thinks he just shut his eyes for a moment and stuffs are changed around him, but seemingly everything is intact.

Here the train goes, I love that entry of this scene, radiator beeps like a train lol.
We could see at the beginning that there is a street with some or at least one parking car outside with snow. Now there is a train on a track. Wow!
Curiousness takes over – that is the best attitude to explore the non-physical – and he tries to find out what’s that. Now the glassy ticketer guy shows up and makes this guy insights about if he doesn’t make up his mind, he will miss something big, wthout being too specific, only with the destination. Ok he finally joins and realizes that not even he is not alone, there are many kinds of children – gaining more confidence. Of course there is always one who is too intellectual. The story goes on and they slowly ride in front of a shopping mall where our hero only notices the mechanical Santa, being fake and taking nods on it. Oh man… belief systems, right? But every one could be shaken.
Train represents a Consciousness ride to the unknown here.

Tickets, tickets please!

We arrive at Billy’s, the little shy boy, he makes up his mind pretty hard, but joins as our hero does his job to stop the train. Why? Well he just feels it is right. The story goes on, now we have magical tickects and those are causing many troubles thoughout the movie. Interesting to see when our hero’s ticket is disappearing as he is taking it away in his pocket at the end of the movie.
Those tickets are now having punched in holes to show some letters… those letters at the end of the movie are forming words for each individual according to their strong or weak parts to work on.

If we don’t have lost ticket or the searching of course we don’t have the troubles on the train. Hot cocoa comes along for not being “hungry” – well it is a joke because along the nice representation of a dancing comedy and singing, the children barely drink a lot lol, well some are crashing off in sugar rush yeah! The ticket is also missing and our hero tries his best to redo his fault. Oh that fricking bathrobe pocket, right?
But my best guess is that tickects are representing a personal or individual trait which is of course cannot be assigned to other people. Why? That is you partly, right? They are only virtual representations of you.

Now the ticket from the little girl is missing and she is dragged towards the back of the train wagon’s end. Well here are some strange things happening.

The guy upstairs, living freely

I guess maybe some readers maybe here will find out that this guy on the top of the train is not really a ghost but partly an aspect of our hero’s self, a free somebody hanging around in various worlds and also a living belief system convincer/doubter, who tries to question our hero’s thoughts about what is real. But funny that the girl is dragged upstairs visually with the ticketer man and he just follows them. So we are here at the guy, we needed to be there.
He finds interesting that our little one doesn’t believe in ghosts. It is in itself a funny thing because he is in the non-physical and can’t even wake himself up (this alone shows how real are every dimension is) – it is not allowed until the whole scene is played out – I guess the boy’s full soul essence grabbed him to show him, he should change in his thinking drastically.

Well not believing causing our hero more trouble, like going backwards in the train later and seeing Scrooge from the Christmas Carol, being a non-believer and a stone-hearted man, who needed to be shown solid evindences and even frightening scenes in his “life”. That toy cemetery represents those grown children who are not fitted into the magic of Christmas anymore – meaning they grew up and being an adult, brainwashed and indoctrinated. I’m not saying that we need to keep the Christmas magic in us, but that we deny anything which is not fitted into the close minded, box thinking human world. Christmas and Santa is only one aspect of being shown what is wrong with our society. Not Christams itself is the subject but widening our perspective about what is real or possible.

So here they are chatting in the cold. The next strangeness is the cold and snow. Do you think in physical life, you won’t freeze? Ok, this is meant to be understand the movie, not criticizing at all! So this guy is doing his job as a seemingly adult man, who only dreams about a girl.
He goes away and helps the boy to get to the girl, the lost one. Right, these scenes are pretty awesome of rollercoastering and helping hand is there for him.

Rollercoaster on big heights and lows with raindeers

Right, those scenes are my favourite, I guess many people like them. So the first big problem and a good reinforcement comes in from this direction. Raindeers or mooses. Did you notice that the scotish long haired funny guy’s voice is just enough for them to move on? The story is going along and everybody does their part to play it, no matter what. I won’t be surprised if this whole action is repeated in every year in this “Universe” with different kids each year. Too bad there is a glitch or mistake in the movie, we see 5 wagons behind the smokey and in the North Pole City, there are much more as it is running in, but later on that. Now, mooses are showing us that indeed, this train goes towards North. Canada huh? Right, well there is nothing extraordinary of this horde, it is natural. But it is strange that the track is “now” under ice as our ticketer guy says. I found it strange that it is frozen in ice, those who planned it down maybe decades ago could maybe lay it a little bit higher, huh? Just some intelligent build, you know… well it is a movie.

Here our team tries to work together and get out and get in line with the track before they reach the entrance to the elevation for the mountain’s top. Team work, right with some panic lol. By the way, noticed that the little girl in the driver’s seat is not really sure in herself AGAIN? The main hero reminds me partly many times when he just making up his mind and acts, figuring out the facts later about which one is the break. A real intelligent one.

The mountain top and the Aurora

Wow it is interesting to see that a magical train climbs up to a maountain top on a spiral road and goes towards a very high attitude bridge. The ticketer now speaks about a magical occurence that “somebody or something” helped him long time ago on the train as our ghost guy helped our hero to pull them up on the ice – oops forgot it huh! Btw it would be a vomiting ride, going back on the same track lol!

Now the ticket is checked and we have a little song at the end of the last wagon. Well I like it in hungarian (my main language) and in english too. A real heart touching one for being together as children, being enough clean to not get hang up on arguements about anything as an adult. Well their Billy’s main problem is his present which he wants (a representation of his family and how they are lacking). Later he will learn that he needs to trust in the process. The girl is full of heart and singing together.  She needs some bravery to open up to her full potential.

Now the pretty Aurora which I love so much as a natural occurence lights up and there we go the big Northern City of North Pole. Noticed the shape of the city from airline? Very well designed.

In the City and the trouble about the jingle bell

Right, The Polar Express, our too much wagoned trained (lol) arrives in to this magical big city and we arrive “in time”. Noticed that time is not even existing? Non-physical world huh? NOT physical! Well our intelligent one points it out a few times.

The young ones are getting into trouble again and our ghost guy shows (wait a minute how did he managed to appear on that exact wagon? yeah yeah everything is possible) the breaks and they finally arrive from a big ride into a parking lot deep under the city. Break/stop it by yourself. Well that partly rudeness finishes him off again lol.

The young girl points out the direction and throughout the movie gains more confidence in her leadership. Billy gains more trust towards his friends. Ok here we go the streets and the stucked melody. Everybody is away of work (the elves) – the job is done and celebration comes after a big project. Our fellows are chatting about the direction, finally the girl gains the leadership again and she is so sure where is the jingle voice. Funny that a jingling something captures her attention just enough to keep her curiosity up? Planned action on a bigger scale, huh?

The HQ and the ride in the tube

OK here is the HQ and seeing some elves discussing a boy’s revenge of being bad lol. Well Santa doesn’t let anybody without presents. Presents are representing so many things: love, joy, surprise, spirit, good mood, friendship, being not left out etc.

Ok the main guys there are called to be at the main square, ready to ride the tube. Well we can see how massive this whole city is, even underground. Some decades or even hundreds of years may passed by? Being clear Santa and this whole issue is a supply and demand thing – as long as it started to be a needed thing to supply children with presents, the industry began.

We are at the covering/packaging place, well Billy causes the next trouble of his present. A pretty strange occurence again… he is the only one, right there who suddenly sees his present, wow. Coincidences, right? But he can’t let it go, no trust yet, ok let’s ride downwards lol. We arrive at the big bag full of presents. Well how the hack will Santa ride it, yeah?

A strange thing which I noticed that there is no story about the glassy smart one, how the hack did he jump in the bag… I guess he was smart enough to get lost of the group and stealth in there somehow. Or this is a glitch in the whole scene because in the physical Universe, you just can’t appear suddenly elsewhere, relative to your actual position some 50-100s meters away.

On air and being on the square

Our elves know their job really, well this is obviously not the first year and not the last. The big glowing star is restored and let’s run to the square. Our heros are in individual manner jumping down to the other’s and our ticketer guy notices that the smart one was missing. He is not even arguing with the three main characters, did you notice it? Only positive words. Non-physical guide maybe…

Here there is the celebration and ringing bells. Ringing? Our hero doesn’t even hear that! Not even when “time” slows down and one from the row crushes in front of him. Ok ok well he now believes, tries it really. Wow the bell is ringing! Here I tend to elevate the volume up to hear that nice spiritual chorus of showing Santa in the reflection : )

Surprise surprise, he CAN see Santa and talk with him. Magical right? I like that glowing aura of Santa too. Now the next big thing is that he is selected for the first yearly gift after he points out the 4 main fellows personality. What our boy wishes? Well I have only guesses, the bell and/or his new friends. Ok times up, we need to go home.

Mr. C. goes on high with those nice raindeers and the music begins, we are ready to go home. Interesting thing that the clock is alerting after we are done with Santa’s show. Btw that rainbow whip is pretty nice.
The tickects are now gaining full meaning and some of them are gaining more values than others. Finally all of the children learnt something for sure. Some of them are asking back the meaning and what is supposed to mean, but wait a minute our main hero boy is warned that he needs to keep that word only to himself? Wow. Could it be that our ticketer glassy guy is an aspect of this boy? Surely. He sometimes speaks out little stories about his Christmases. Could it be that the ticketer is the boy’s “future self”?

Being Home and being safe

Everybody goes home now, the train stops at the first destiantions surely and Billy is hugged warmly as he needed it because of his character and family background, being poor. Our hero just speaks out a thought, thinking about is this only a dream? YES and NO! Comeon, you are living up a huge story being much more alive and being as real as the physical world and doubting yourself… Believe! : ) We know it was real.

Our boy also needed to trust the process as Billy and also he learnt to believe too. He lost it long ago and he now can share this and his story with his little sister. So long his girlfriend and now as he wakes up, the whole pocket damage scenario plays out again. Doubt? Was that only a dream? Don’t think so. The little train model under the tree reminds us the Polar Express and they got the missing bell. All right, HE lost it right? That damn pocket.

But surprise, Santa tried to be sure that the year’s first present is delivered surely. The children both can hear the bell’s ringing but the parents are unable to hear it. Sad thing, it represents that the Christmas as a celebration is long time lost in spirit in adults. Don’t misunderstand me, it represents many things according to people around the world and this is a classic tree-presents-Santa-magic type but here we have a certain form all along the movie.

Our hero is now in narrative mode and this was a big memory as a movie. He still hears the bell as being old and after even his sister stopped hearing it (beleving in the magic), it is still in our guy’s heart deep inside. Well he learnt that if he don’t need to gather enough evidence to see something is fake. He just tried it and it worked. What if he never tries it?

Wasn’t it magical? Watch it and live up the magic. Forget what other’s are thinking about you, enjoy yourself.

The illusion of Personal Truth

Well, it is very simple and I admit I had decades of experience to agree that there is no “one” truth in human terms. In Universal terms in the Wider Reality, it exists but our human limited framework of minds can’t fully comprehend it. I guess those who spent decades of conscious travel already in the non-physical, could agree on this.

So I was constantly searching – and still searching I admit to understand anything better in this world and in the non-physical – in my inner world and in the outer world too, what is the truth behind certain things, facts, mechanics etc. I found out over many years of knowledge, that if I searched in the outer world (internet, books, people, anything) I eventually didn’t find anything useful at all and all my investigations are lead me to the conclusion that I need to forget everything what is told, can be read, can be heard.  Everything I learnt were eventually false and full of beliefs which are limiting. They can be pointers to develop personally and understand what we would like to, but they are causing so much confusion, that I just needed to systematically close every theory and “fact” out, because I realized if I felt about a topic that it is just scam or something is never right with it, after some struggle of weeks and months, stopped relying on those sources. How I research about stuffs is like I accept a theory if it seems reasonable and constantly investigating where it leads me nowehere and has holes in the theory to stop believing it – sort of. Like if one voice is false in the melody, the whole stuff is false.

It turned out later that it is really “true” that the knowledge is inside us, me. You need to develop your own way of communicating with your Essence, or gain knowledge from the inner world, called the non-physical. There are many tools, maybe you should ask NP help to understand stuffs better. Some people are using abilities, some are only meditating. It is the matter of finding the best focus for the purpose and having the connection to the source in some ways and being successful in multidimensional understanding. Gifted people in this sense is not even gifted, only have deeper connections to other sources, which are not this world. If we think that clairvoyance is a gift, some people who are cursed with it may argue… and some are ok and earning money with distorted vision intertwined with their own misinterpretations and beliefs.

Everybody have their own right and wrong compass deep inside and the actual person only knows for sure what is good or bad for him/her. This way it is just an unnecessary arguement when a friend or known somebody tries to turn you into a direction in your life which is not even beneficial for you, or maybe they try to tell YOU how to live and by what unnecessary cultural suffering. If you feel yourself bad against a certain life experience, it is for a reason and you somehow feel deeply that you should avoid that path. I’m talking about deep spirit sense stemming from your being, not badly programmed thoughts which are needed to change in order to be much free.

So no matter how hard I tried to understand certain stuffs (lately manifesting), I always found evidences that something is not right, like what is told everywhere is a big BS (and it is). If there are two people who are saying the same thing, it is not meant to be right for you. If they are arguing between their beliefs, it means that magically they both are right in some ways. This alone proves that each individual have their own Universes and they only know in the best cases of course, what is what. And this way everybody has their own truth. Everybody lives in their own little bubble, it is a fact. It is more interesting and a bad thing at the same time when we know somebody who are just so deeply believing in their nonsenseness that they will deny anything more.

Facehug when I see these New Age crap like “See the Truth” or “You should know the Truth”, “the one Truth” or “THE Truth”…

Yeah right WHOSE truth? People are double blinded by their own beliefs. We can’t help them. We are always crushing against, for example Truth samples via Youtube media platform, where people are just making up “truth” videos about Starseeds, ET races, Agendas, Chemtrails, Food industry, Reality truths, anything which tries to start a big movement…. I could count many many ones but these are the main culprits and scams these years mainly in spiritual circles. They are sometimes so well orchestrated that naive people will surely jump in along with intelligent ones, who can’t find even a hole in the theory for first. The worst when these people who are creating these belief constructs are doing nothing but fooling people 24/7 with books and public speaks.

Funny that if we count in just every truth along theories, religions, facts, physics laws, just anything – we will see that those are real in those heads who are believing in them. Of course basic physics are real and we need a certain common sense to navigate on this planet in daily life but I think something is going pretty bad when people believing that the Earth is for example flat. People are not just double but quadruple blinded many times. It is all about beliefs. They are so belief blinded that they can’t even function in the society anymore… They WANT you to believe that for first they are special, this way you are too and if you believe their issue, this whole Planet will be a happier place.

Personal beliefs will cause troubles, box thinking and make a certain individual think, that what he/she is actually believing is real. While you are safe here in physical reality from your beliefs and being free thinking anything which you choose to be real, on the other hand in the Wider Reality, you will be in big trouble because it will be your constant reality of truth until you change your mind and stop fooling you. I think it is very serious thing for the most.

So what is the Truth? You are  : )  Maybe I should ask, what is real? Only You are the most real as you read these rows. Thank You.